This video is part of the video series Born in Hell. This video contains graphic and explicit material. Please listen at your own discretion. If the topics of abuse of any kind, domestic violence, child sexual abuse, or violence bother you, please do not watch this video. Life for me was a continuation of hell. My mom was still abusing me every chance she got, beating me with belts, her fists, or any heavy objects within her reach. When I was 9 years old my mom had to have major surgery due to strangulated hernias. We had to go to the hospital to say good-bye to her just in case she did not make it. The doctors gave her a 50% chance of surviving the surgery. My mom did live and came home to recuperate. One night, during the middle of the night, I woke up as I could hear my mom getting upset at my dad. He was in her room and she was telling him to leave the room. I thought my dad was going to rape my mom just after she had surgery so I grabbed my big, pink jumbo plastic baseball bat and went in behind him in the room. I yelled at him to leave mom alone and smacked him in the back of his head as hard as I could. My dad proceeded to slap me, back hand me, and threw me across the room into the wall. My neck and back hit first, and then my head and I slumped to the floor nearly knocked out. I could not see clearly, just stars and was disoriented. My dad then began to curse me and kick me. My brother Howard came and got me out of the room away from my dad. My mom did not care that I tried to protect her, and continued to abuse me after she recovered. In the photo below I just turned 11 years old. My mom had beaten my face severely in October, 2 1/2 months before this pic was taken. She broke my nose, busted my lips, and left huge, raised welts on my cheeks. The beating she gave me rearranged my face and took a long time to heal. The family that took me to see Santa Claus had to beg my mom to let me go. She told them I was a "rotten bitch" and that I "did not deserve to go see Santa Claus". They finally convinced her to let me go with them to take a picture with Santa at the mall.
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