This video is part of the video series Born in Hell. This video contains graphic and explicit material. Please listen at your own discretion. If the topics of abuse of any kind, domestic violence, child sexual abuse, or violence bother you, please do not watch this video. This school photo is from 7th grade, I was 11 years old. That year my mom had been abusing me severely, burning me in the oven as well as beating me in the front yard of Hell House in the summer time with a belt. She had pushed me down into a cactus patch in the front yard and beat the back of my legs until they were bloody. The belt was whipping up dirt and dust and many people saw the beating and did nothing to stop it. I sat in the bathtub after that beating, and pulled the cactus needles and thorns out of my hands, arms, knees and legs. I had been made to endure horrific beatings from my mother mainly, but my dad was also very abusive toward me. This was the last year we lived at Hell House. We lived there for 5 1/2 years and the abuse I suffered there, ALL OF IT, scarred me for life, physically, emotionally, psychologically, spiritually and I really felt that I was dead, I was a walking shell and it was from this time forward that I would hate life and plan to end my life on a regular basis until the age of 42 years old.
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